I am doing a link-up today! Instead of writing a letter to me 21 year old self, since I am haven't even reached that age, I have decided to write a letter to my 18 year old self.
Dear 18 year-old Brittany,
Life is tough and you will soon find this out soon. Spend as much time as you can with your dad and when you visit and he starts giving away his stuff, take it and do not question or think it is strange. Cherish this time and always remember his laugh, his voice, and his smile because you won't have much more time left with him.
Ask the tough questions that you need answers to, even if it is awkward or uncomfortable in the moment.
Remember to forgive and to not blame yourself. Give your dad lots of hugs and kisses and make the most memories that you can with him.
When he passes remember that life will go on. Do not be too hard on yourself and learn to give yourself a break. Lean to God for understand, comfort, and peace because He is very close!
Do not take to heart the things people say when they state that "high school is the best four years of your life" because it isn't true. College is just around the corner and it is much better!
Do not chase after any high school boys because you will meet your future hubby very, very soon (he is definitely worth the wait, trust me).
Don't get upset when you don't have a date to the Prom.
Also, go out and spend the money for a new Prom dress...you will regret it if you don't!
I know it's hard but put on a good face and try harder to "pretend" that everything is okay, sometimes your face gives your emotion away and people will start to talk.
You will learn a hard lesson that everyone will eventually learn but that sparkle will come back into your eyes and life will return to normal again. Try not to blame yourself, life is too short to be miserable.
With Love,
20 year-old Brittany